25 Days

I can't believe it has been 25 days since I gave birth to my beloved babies. My life is forever changed. I am not the same. I never will be.

To my sweet boys...your mommy loves you so very much. I miss you both so much, it hurts. I can’t bear it that you are not here with me anymore. Not physically anyway. I'd give anything in the world to have you and hold you. I cling to the hope that I'll see you both again one day. I will never let you go then.