10dp3dt

I'm definitely feeling much less confident today. The spotting has turned into a flow.

As you can see I took the HPT again this morning and the line is there but I don't believe it now.

9dp3dt

I just couldn't wait any longer and I took the HPT this morning and guess what?!?!?!

It was +++++++++++++

The line came up quick and it's dark as you can see by the photo.

When I wiped there was blood, the spotting is heavier than yesterday. I'll keep testing every day and see how it goes.

FIngers crossed!!

8dp3dt

I'm nervous because this afternoon there was blood when I inserted the progesterone. I'm trying to look at this as a good sign though because when I was pregnant last year I spotted so who knows. I'm still going to try and wait until Tuesday to start HPT.

7dp3dt

I fly out tomorrow morning for a week away. I'm looking forward to the distraction. If you'll remember I'm planning on moving out-of-state to be closer to my brother and his wife, so I'm going to visit them and go house hunting!! Hopefully it will distract me from obsessing about whether or not I'm pregnant. Today is 7dp3dt and all I can think about right now is POAS!!! The suspense is driving me BONKERS!! I figure the earliest day I can start testing is tuesday. Since my ovulation was triggered with an hcg shot, it's important to not POAS too soon otherwise I might get a false positive which of course would be devastating.

Nothing to Freeze

The lab just called to inform me that the remaining blasts did not make it to day 5, so they had nothing to freeze. They reminded me that it doesn't mean that the blasts that were transferred on day 3 won't result in a pregnancy. *sigh* If turns out that I'm not pregnant then I either have to do another month of medication, or I use the 2 frozen embies I have, or I just stop all together. Talk about placing all my eggs in one basket.